purpose

sugar water

what's it all about? really i mean everything
i spend more time being lost than found
and when i spark ideas & try to stay grounded
this bullshit cranium got my mind surrounded
no panic button for release of my beast
and even the concrete in the street seems weak
so i give it pound with my soul at my feet
roll and stay stoned til i find my way home
but my home stay travellin, really j hasn't been
in the same town for more than 4 years now
and i feel it in my abdomen, the hunger for a purpose
so i can find peace of mind maybe make it permanent
get a place and furnish it, maybe get some furniture
but i don't even got the dough to be makin purchases
..kinda make me feel worthless, but money
isn't everything, that is unless you got a girlfriend
then you be splurgin, maybe take it further
and try to surprise her w/ a trip to the islands
nah yo i'm wilin, she did that for me
but push start shovin and i had to set her free
and now i'm out here in a city where the energy
is filled to the brim so i'm chasin every dream
and if i fall flat and alladat collapse
then i just sober up relax & soldier up
til i figure what it means, focus on the here
and now and stare down any demon that's near
cuz ain't no space for the burden of fear
so i'ma stay on my grind til my purpose is clear